Something To Look Forward To – Brian’s Blog
I am an odd dude and it has taken me many years to figure out how to live with me and not go crazy. I am a complex, difficult and quirky man. I have to lie to myself every morning to get myself out of bed. I tell myself that I will rest later and get a nap if I get up now and go to work without complaining. I know I am lying but I pretend to believe me and get up and go.
One of the things I have learned about me over the years is that I always need something to look forward to. Football season is my favorite time of year. I love watching the games so much and I know every week during the season that I have a payoff at the end of the work week. I need that to get me through. Now that the season is over I find myself searching for that “thing” to look forward to. Sometimes buying a movie will do the trick. Getting that new, freshly wrapped package of entertainment tells me I have a couple hours of escape to look forward to. Sometimes just making an upcoming dinner date with friends is enough of a carrot dangling in front of me to carry me through. Sometimes it can be as simple as thinking about what I will cook for dinner and have that to look forward to.
I guess I look at my life like a box of Cracker Jacks. I love the caramel corn and all but I really need that prize to make it complete, even if it is just a temporary tattoo or a plastic bird. It isn’t so much the prize as it is having something to anticipate.
Have a great day and find something to look forward to. I will be home this afternoon taking that nap I promised myself this morning.